Nerve,

Where did you go?

I have this fabulous idea.  Is it risky?  Yes.  Crazy?  By the standards of most.  Utterly impossible?  Absolutely, at least without God’s favor.

But I felt good about it despite the insane improbability of it all.  I felt like this was the direction God wanted me to go.  OK, I’ll be honest.  I still believe this is what God wants, but alas, I did one Google search too many.  After this most recent Google search, I think I learned too much.  I’m no longer living in the bliss of ignorance.  And now that I know more, I’ve lost my nerve.

Come back, please.  I need you.  I’ll press on without you, because I must, but this journey will be much easier if it is not solo.

Desperately seeking,